We try so hard to find ourselves that we fail to accept or see ourselves as we really are. We do not need to add anything more than what we are within.
There is tremendous social and personal pressure to prove ourselves, become somebody and be successful.
For many years I stumbled through my life searching for my identity in society. I had some limited successes and many failures. Always the end result was an emptiness and a lack of fulfillment.
Sometimes money came, but we all know that does not fill our cup to overflowing for long.
It was not till 1971 and an experience of cosmic consciousness that I began to see myself and life differently. I wanted to go in and discover all I could about myself and this incredible experience I had. It shattered my ego.
It did not happen over night and I continued for many years to search and learn more about life and myself. Astrology was a big game changer, as it showed me the connection between my life experience and what I felt about myself. Through it I began to examine myself and life more closely.
I studied Astrology for many years before I began to consider meditation. Even with the Astrology I knew something was missing. It made me feel like a fraud at times.
Meditation is the key into our real self and the universe or God. I had casual experiences along the way , but nothing like my conscious consciousness in 1971. I wanted to experience it again.
It took years before I left the kind of meditation that is nothing more than imagination. The kind of meditation that is still stuck in thought, imagination and emotions.
The big revelation came to me when I discovered that if I totally emptied my mind, entered the silence and reached out into my feelings that I finally understood the goal of meditation.
It is to consciously experience and unite with our higher nature. It is only through reaching within consciously and feeling intuitively and telepathically that we move beyond believing into knowing.
We have to allow it, allow ourselves to feel it and awaken. This begins a relationship or partnership in conscious re-creation of ourselves and a conscious school of higher learning.
This school or my guidance has taught me the importance of patience, acceptance, nonjudgement and trust. I was shown that the life I questioned and doubted at times was perfect for me, my karma and my evolution.
We are always who we are, where we are and how we are because our lives are perfectly designed every moment to take us higher if we will embrace this higher learning.
We cannot take our lower self with us into our higher self, it intends to make a new creature of us. Do not seek to be anything more than what you are, just go within to discover the truth of who and what you are becoming.
Robert