To move from a life of only thinking and reasoning into intuition and telepathy is a big adjustment.
Our current identity is mostly comfortable with only the ideas and beliefs we have been programmed with. Something from the beyond tends to confuse and scare us. This is mostly because we have been taught to only trust what we can see within reason.
The identity within our higher conscious self exists in universal consciousness or infinity. There are no limits and boundaries are uncertain. It is a doorway we are exposed to when we learn to feel and allow it to open.
This shift or process takes time to adjust to it. To shift from thinking and reasoning into knowing is a jolt or a shift that can bring confusion and even fear. Our mind can think it is losing perspective and control of itself. Actually, it is, but the adjustment period is to balance the elements of thinking and feeling and to allow the feelings to guide and reveal to us we are more than what we thought we were.
If there is a goal to all of this it is to make us a whole person and overcome fear and duality. It is to empower us and give us a choice. Do we want to experience higher conscious states of unity and wholeness or could we wish to explore the dark depths of our lower dark state.
I do not feel we can judge either state as I see them as both parts of the universe we want to call God.
So, if your awakening is confusing and you often feel wacked out mentally, realize it is a faze of adjustment to acclimate you to higher conscious frequencies. You are losing the control of your mind over you, but not your mind entirely.
The deeper this shift goes the more empowered you will feel and a greater control over the future events in your life to the good of yourself and others.
Robert