Helplessness is a horrible feeling.
No one likes to feel out of control.
This is where our ego loses its grip on its reality.
We feel a deep vulnerability, confusion, despair, and hopelessness.
It is a painful, dark and lonely place within us.
We have entered the black hole of our rebirth.
Life’s illusions dissolve all around us.
We feel completely alone with our suffering and do not know what to do, where to go or how to end the conscious pain.
The dark night is a critical aspect to our rebirth.
It takes us way beyond our illusions into the core of our consciousness.
It removes all obstacles to our true identity.
We are naked, stripped of pride, selfishness and greed.
We want to be rescued from it, but no human has that power.
Death is a very real companion on this journey.
Death of our ego stands before our very eyes.
Insanity is holding its hand for us to see.
It is like all that we are or thought we were is being wrestled from us consciously.
We are afraid and we taste this dark fear.
No one can help us, save us or stop the pain.
We are dying to be reborn and we must wait for the inner light to shine upon us.
To break free from the trap of our ego into the reality of our higher consciousness.
Only then do we see that we have been embracing illusions and living in lies.
Robert.