Responsibility is the answer.
If we are God then we are totally responsible for the world we created and our lives.
We are responsible for all our pain, failures and all our decisions.
We are responsible for all of what we call good and evil in the world.
Our mind and emotions cannot accept that as we are now.
We fear the thought of judging ourselves and dying.
We fear the thought of life being more complex than our beliefs about it can comprehend or handle.
We think we know all about life and ourselves.
We know one millionth of .01% about life and the nature of reality.
It is our ego, pride and fear that keep us bound to this ignorance.
Some do not want to remember this truth, but prefer to live in fear and the support of their ego and its desire.
Many do not realize that returning consciously to God level consciousness is a gradual process of clearing our karma.
This cannot be realized in one lifetime.
Robert.